I am often seen alone in a corner with my thoughts.
They're right. I am alone.
I fought my battles since I was a child on my own.
or so I thought I did.
I was abused as a child.
I was rejected as a person.
I let anger and hatred build up in me.
I engaged myself in the dark arts seeking for vengeance.
I also rejected people out of my life.
I took things that did not belong to me.
I grew up in poverty.
I rebelled,
and rebelled,
and rebelled.
I was torn, scathed and convicted.
a prisoner in my own dungeon of fear and sin.
That was before I met a Savior.
Someone who cared for a rubbish like me.
He cared for my soul.
He cared for my life.
I found a new hope in Him.
I found love in His eyes.
I was not rejected from His presence.
I found home in His arms.
I am safe there.
I am clean there.
I am loved there.
I am secured there.
He whispered the words I longed to hear:
You may be alone in their eyes, but you are never lonely.
You have Me.
It's all that matters.
Now, I am so filled with His love I want Him to use me mightily. I want the world to have Him too,
Because I know the world needs not to be lonely.
The world needs a Savior, like I did.
